I wonder why you're giving me the cold shoulder.. It's like as if I've done something wrong or said something which might have hurt you. I apologise. Should I just stay away from you? I might be back or probably gone, forever. How I wish someone could prove me wrong. Come to think of it, sometimes it's better to live in fairy tale where all it's endings are happily ever after. I want it that way. However, all these are just fantasy. We're living in a challenging world & everything seems so tough. At times, it can be too much for me to handle but I have to live with it and move on. Moving on is always the toughest part but I will always convince myself that something good is coming ahead of me so I should be patient :) I wouldn't want to fake a smile just to show that I'm happy on the outside but the feeling inside is just the opposite. We'll suffer now but if it's for the good of our future, why not? Suffer in terms of education as there's always a pile of workload to be completed and also suffer in terms of dealing with people for instance, relationships.

I'll be turning 18 in two months time & I hope some things would change :) Anyway, I had my first group presentation earlier on. I think my group did pretty well :) Good job girls! There'll be a few more presentations coming up soon. I'm up for it! :D That's it for today.