raiii! (:

2012-01-28T01:41:00.009+08:00

Good morning guys! It's been months & I felt it's about time I start blogging all over again. So what's been happening lately? I'm just occupied with school most of the time. Assignments are piling up but thankfully projects are over! Year 2 is coming to an end in about a month's time & my internship @ Jurong Bird Park begins on April 2nd!

Life's been a mess recently but I am trying to manage & put aside all my problems. I just wanna concentrate on school & get my diploma in a year's time. I've been through this far & I won't let anyone or anything bring me down. I guess I am just not prepared to be in a relationship with anyone at this point of time. Too much commitments I must say. I am really contented with what I have & all my friends around me :) I've been through quite a lot in the year 2011 & I hope 2012 would be a blissful year for me & everyone as well.

On 5th Dec 2011, I lost one of my dearest uncle due to cancer. He has been fighting through it since 2010 & I must say he is a strong-willed person. I did not managed to meet him during the last few days when he was around & on the day he passed away, I was late by 16 minutes to be exact. I regret not able to be on time to meet him to seek forgiveness but I hope he knows. All of us missed him dearly. I visited him on Monday & I hope he is happy wherever he is right now. At least he need not suffer anymore & he can rest in peace. :')

Actually I do have loads of things to blog about. My Phuket trip back in October 2011, Family bbq which took place last weekend, outings & meet-ups with my loved ones. So stay tuned! :)

People change for one or two reasons: They have learned a lot, or they have been hurt too many times.

2011-10-07T12:55:00.003+08:00

Last but not least, I'll be blogging about my nineteenth birthday! It took place last Thursday & as mentioned in my previous post, I did a barbecue @ Pasir Ris Park. Everyone turned up & I was elated to see every single one of them :') Thanks for all the birthday wishes & presents. I love them! There were leftovers & we gave to Farah's friends who were having a chalet :P Most importantly, thanks for making my nineteenth birthday a memorable one :)

Nysa! ♥

Bro ♥

Nad, Sab, Sarah, Nadiah, Eena, Ameera! ♥

Ryann & Cass! ♥

Farah & Fer! ♥

The usuals ♥

Daniel, Stacey, Carol, Gloria! ♥

Nad, Faz, Matthew, Tresca, Syairah, Jeffrey, Pei Yun, Ameera! ♥

Last picture for the day! ♥

Behind every beautiful girl, there's a guy who did her wrong and made her strong.

2011-10-07T12:35:00.000+08:00

Next up, my family and I went over to Shah Alam, Kuala Lumpur to attend a relative's wedding. Upon our arrival, our cousins welcomed us & brought us to the hotel. =Checked in, got changed & headed to the mosque for Nikah. After which, went back to their house to eat, hang around for awhile & back to the hotel. We managed to survey the shopping mall nearby & went over to one of our relatives house. I think I have too many relatives there & I can't seem to remember their names :P

The following day was the wedding & it was held at a banquet hall. Thank god it was air conditioned or else I could have fainted. Haha kidding. So everything went well. Lots of pictures we taken & I'm glad that everything's over :) Here are the pictures!

We had to wear scarfs since we were entering the mosque :P

The newlyweds :)

Naufal!

Farah ♥

Always accept and be thankful for what you have now, because there are more people who are less fortunate than you.

2011-10-07T12:11:00.002+08:00

It's about time I start blogging again. So let's start off with Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2011. Celebrations were as per normal except that I was having examinations throughout the first week & it sucks. However, I managed to pull through everything & my results were satisfying. My collections this were wasn't that bad actually. More than I expected ;) Unfortunately, there wasn't any hari raya outings with my friends since all of us are either busy working or having attachments. Here are some photos taken during the festive season! :D

Family ♥

My little cousins ♥

Aunts & Uncle ♥

My two grandfathers ♥

Mum ♥

God wouldn't give you anything He knew you couldn't handle. So when times get rough, remember you'll get through it.

2011-09-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

I can be tough, I can be strong

But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl that gives a shit

Behind this wall, you just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said

You left them running though my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it, just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn

What I'd do to have you here, here, here

I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn

What I'd do to have you near, near, near

I wish you were here

I love the way you are

It's who I am, don't have to try hard

We always say, say it like it is

And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said

You left them running though my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it, just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn

What I'd do to have you here, here, here

I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn

What I'd do to have you near, near, near

I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go, let go, oh, oh

No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know

That I never wanna let go, let go, let go, let go

Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go

Let go, let go, let go

Damn, damn, damn

What I'd do to have you here, here, here

I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn

What I'd do to have you near, near, near

I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn

What I'd do to have you here, here, here

I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn

What I'd do to have you near, near, near

I wish you were here

2011-09-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

I know I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time

(chorus)

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time

(chorus)

Dear, it took so long

Just to feel alright

Remember how to put back

The light in my eyes

I wish I had missed

The fist time that we kissed

'Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back you don't get to get me back

(chorus)

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

It's about 18 more days before i turn 19. I don't know whether I should happy about it. But one thing's for sure that I am celebrating it with my dear friends. So, if you happen to read my blog, & happen to read this, YOU ARE INVITED! I'll be doing a barbecue on my birthday itself @ Pasir Ris Park Pit 20. So if you're available, do come down. & please inform me if you're coming!

To whom it may concern, i know your ORD is this coming week. I bet you're feeling extremely happy & I am happy for you as well. I hope everything is doing well for you there. :)

Feelings are never permanent, maybe today you love that person, maybe tomorrow its hate.

2011-09-11T20:19:00.000+08:00

Good evening everyone! & again, i've not been blogging due to my busy schedule. Firstly, I'd like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin to all my Muslim friends :) I know i'm like 12 days late :P Been caught up with so many things lately! First day of hari raya was no different from the previous years. The only problem was that I had exams before & after hari raya & it totally sucked. Not much pictures were taken either, & i've not uploaded any of them.

After exams ended on 2nd sept, a few of my classmates and I went to Pastamania for lunch & headed down to Ikea! & then as usual, the weekends came around & more hari raya visitings. As for the following week, i worked at Kumon for 5 days! Managed to survive though. & yesterday, I started working at Times the Bookshop @ Paragon as well. See how hectic my schedule is right now?

Apologies to those who have been texting/calling me recently. I'll not be using my phone as often anymore due to work & I don't see a need for me to use it. If it's really important, you could call my house or leave me a message on fb. :)

Tomorrow will be a start of a new week & I hope everything will go on smoothly. I'm referring to my working schedule in particular. Results will be released on Friday & I'm hoping for the best! Anyway, I spent my Sunday lazing & sleeping at home. I think it was worth it. :P

Nysa ♥

Nurul & Nysa ♥

Cass ♥

In life, not everything is going to go according to plan, not everything will make sense, and not everything will make you happy.

2011-08-23T11:21:00.003+08:00

Last Friday was our last day @ The Tourism Academy in Sentosa. The IG organised an appreciation night by having performances & they catered food as well. It was a pretty long day as I was in school since 9am. Overall, I did enjoy myself :) I will really miss TAS as the building is going to be teared down. I'd also miss my free admission into Sentosa :P I ain't sure what time the event ended cos we left at around 9pm & we saw fireworks! After which we walked @ the Sentosa Boardwalk back to vivocity :) Here comes the pictures!

Nysa ♥

Dee ♥

Nurul ♥

Stacey & Cassie ♥

In life, we can't always be right and make no mistakes. We must remember that being wrong sometimes makes us a better person.

2011-08-23T11:01:00.001+08:00

I thought maybe I should blog for awhile before starting on my revision today. Last Wednesday, I met up with two of my primary school bestfriends, Nurul & Alisa! It has been such a long time! We had our iftar at Popeyes @ Changi Airport Terminal 3, walked around & that was it! Although we didn't hang out till late, it doesn't really matter cos what matters most was the time spent & also the endless things we could talk about. Let's meet up again soon, probably our Hari Raya outing okay?

P.S: Nurul is gonna drive us around right? ;)

13 years & still counting ♥

A best friend is someone who makes your problems their problems, so you don't have to go through them alone.

2011-08-09T12:10:00.009+08:00

Good afternoon everyone! I felt like it's about time I update my blog after neglecting it for almost a month! Hehe.We're already in the second week of fasting & I couldn't fast for a week :( I am not really looking forward to Hari Raya again this year due to my exams. I have a paper one day before & on the second day of Hari Raya! In total, I have to sit for 4 papers! Well done, TP. Enough about exams... I'm only left with about 2 weeks in Tourism Academy @ Sentosa! Time really flies and 2.1 is coming to an end :(

Well, life has been pretty okay. I'm still surviving & I ain't hoping for anything, anymore. I'm looking forward to the month of Sept & Oct. Mainly because i'm turning 19 (which isn't a really big deal of course) & i'll be going to Phuket with my school! I can't wait!

Lastly, Happy Nineteenth Birthday to one of my bestest girlfriend, Fazlynn! May our friendship lasts as long as it could. Haha & I hope you'll have a blast & enjoy yourself today! I'll pass your gift on Sat @ work okay? ♥

Count your smiles instead of your tears; count your courage instead of your fears.

2011-08-09T11:19:00.001+08:00

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows still are broken but I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

2011-07-16T22:59:00.010+08:00

Been extremely busy these days that I don't even have time for myself. I'm really glad that I only have 1 more group submission left! But that excludes the presentation, test & an individual interview. Sigh. One more thing, I've been getting to know a lot of people but what sadden me the most is when I start to fall for someone but they don't feel the same way towards me. I'm sure you guys know how I feel. Well, everything takes time & I shall be patient. I'll always be hoping for the best. It's about time I get to know myself better. I have to remind myself to be strong & get through every obstacle positively, be it now or in future. Insya allah everything will be fine. Have a good weekend :) I'll be back when the time is right ♥

2011-06-24T01:19:00.001+08:00

Firstly, I would like to apologise if this post sounds really moody & emotional. So, the month of June is coming to an end & school will reopen next week. I'll be back in Sentosa till end of August. I don't know what's happening to my life. At times I ask myself why did I get myself into this situation? I know what or how's the outcome gonna be like yet I ignored that. I thought things would be different but maybe not. I don't know. Only God knows. I'm feeling extremely down & I told myself to stop crying cos of my stupid eye infection. It hurts, alot :'( Plus the ulcer i'm having & also flu. I don't want to be sick. Sigh. I hope that things will be better in the month of July. I really do. Have a goodnight everyone.

2011-06-09T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone! I feel bad for neglecting this blog of mine. Anyway, let's start off with my school. Schooling in Sentosa is definitely something that I will cherish. It may sound pretty cool but after awhile I do get sick of it. It's actually the travelling time & also, the overcrowded train that I have to take every single morning. Aside from that, this year's modules are more or less similar & I get confused every time! There have been a few project submissions & 1 presentation. There's definitely more to come! Today marks the end of my mid-semester tests & the start of my hols! For now, I'll have more time to concentrate on my leftover projects & enjoy my hols!

2011-06-09T21:20:00.001+08:00

Last 2 weeks, Nysa, Yvonne, Nate, myself & a few other course mates volunteered @ the Singapore Arts Festival held @ Esplanade Park. We definitely had fun but it was really tiring as well! For the first day, we were like walking advertisements, walking with poster boards @ City Hall area. It was kinda embarrassing at first but we got used to it after awhile. On the second day, we became ushers! Thank god we need not walk around with the poster boards again. Hehe. We even stayed overnight @ Tamp macs on the first night :D

2011-06-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

As usual, I'll have meet-ups with some of my girls. Mid of last month, I met Fazlynn a few times. It's just that I needed someone to talk to & my dear Syairah has been busy :( Anyway, Faz is working @ the same place as me which is why I've been going out with her :) So I met her on the 17th & we had brunch @ Coffee Bean & went to town to window shop :)

& this is followed by an outing with Nysa! I had to take a picture @ Clifford Pier. At first, I don't have a clue about that place but my tutor forced us to go there to see it ourselves. It's somewhere near Raffles Place. Had such a hard time finding it. Tsk. After which, we had our half price chocolate chip cream frappe from Starbucks! It was the last day, & like any other typical Singaporeans, we actually queued up just to get it. Hehe. :D

Yes, that's clifford pier. The building behind me -.-'

2011-06-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

In my previous post, I did mention that I'd update about my outing to USS but due to time constrain, I didn't had the time to do so. Back in April, I went to USS with my dearest Eena, Sarah & Sab! They are an awesome bunch of friends I met back in secondary school. :) They're all waiting for their university intake already.. Time flies! Anyway, they asked me to tagged along & I did! I definitely had a great time there especially with them around. So here are the pictures!

Eena! <3

Sab! <3

Sarah! <3

2011-04-27T10:04:00.003+08:00

It's been quite sometime since I updated this blog. Ever since school started, I'd feel extremely tired every single day! Probably because I have to travel to Sentosa every morning :( Hopefully, I'll be able to adapt to the new environment & also new classmates! Been spending a lot of time with my year 1 classmates too. Miss you guys!! Thank god there are no tutorials during the first week of school so I'm able to crash lectures ;) Last week, I went to Universal Studios! I'll blog about that pretty soon. For now, I gotta get ready for my part-time job training :D Okay, that's all for now. Have a great week ahead everyone! Loves.

2011-04-16T22:16:00.006+08:00

Last post for today! On Thursday, I met up with my dearest secondary school friends, my usual clique. We gathered at paya lebar mrt & made our way to orchard cineleisure. Bought our tickets for Rio 3D & headed to pastamania for our brunch :) After the movie, we went over to Humairah's workplace & talked about old times :)

Fazlynn!

Mervyn, Raymond, Thiam Wei

Syairah & myself had 1 free combo + 30% off discount for students cos we were too sweet. HAHA!

Starbucks!

my girls :)

Losing someone can be rough, but there was a reason they are not in your life & most importantly, they didn't deserve to be in your life.

2011-04-16T21:36:00.003+08:00

On 12th April, I was supposed to have a zoo outing/picnic with my poly friends but it was cancelled as some of my friends couldn't make it and there were a few who wasn't feeling well. I was out pretty early that day, 9am. Met Nysa @ ang mo kio mrt & we made our way down to marina square. Played 3 games of bowling & 5 games of monopoly deal! Thanks for the day lovelies! Now, it's pictures time! :D

kfc breakfast!

nurul!

nysa!

joanna!

walked over to popeyes @ s'pore flyer :)

Change begins within you. You can't push people to change if you refuse to change yourself to be better.

2011-04-16T20:37:00.002+08:00

So what's been happening lately? Let me start off with my Bangkok trip last week. I was there for 4D3N. It was my 2nd time going to Thailand but I couldn't recall much. Stayed at Baiyoke Sky, the tallest hotel in Bangkok. We did a lot of shopping & walking around too! I had a great time with my family. Thank you ibu & ayah! <3

DAY 1

@ changi airport

heading to platinum mall

my first meal in bangkok

double filet o fish for dinner!

S$6.20 for an upsized meal!

DAY 2

breakfast was satisfying :)

while waiting for our boat to arrive..

MBK! best place ever.

DAY 3

view from 82nd storey

& we ate @ Yana Restaurant again :)

chicken briyani

our last dinner meal!

DAY 4

You can go wherever you want. In the end, you'll always come back to those who are really meant for you.

2011-04-11T16:23:00.001+08:00

hilarious but true :)

2011-03-30T19:47:00.023+08:00

Here's a little something I'd like to share.. The meaning of the lyrics in this song makes me a more confident person every time I listen to it. Despite the things I've gone through & going through right now, I am still the same girl. At times, it's okay not to be okay as long as you're true to yourself. That's all that matters. :)

Jessie J - Who You Are

I stare at my reflection in the mirror...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf ...
"no,no, no, no..."

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
(Who you are)x11

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould , yeah!
The more I try the less it's working yeah yeah yeah
Cause everything inside me screams, "no,no,no,no..."

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay

Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no, egos
Fake shows like woah
Just go, and leave me alone
Real talk real life
Good love goodnight
With a smile that's my home
That's my home

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are

2011-03-24T01:16:00.002+08:00

I bet most of you are wondering why am I counting down for the past few days right? Haha. You guys shall find out soon ;) Anyway, work ended last Sunday. Time really flies when you're keeping yourself occupied all the time :) It was quite hectic as there was always a crowd & I am always doing afternoon shift. Aside from that, I was glad I met the usuals except for Shaffiq. He did pay us a visit though. Haha. Don't worry, we will visit you at PS outlet soon! ;)

Next up, during my off day last Wednesday I met up with my 2 bestfriends, Nadhirah & Ameera. Watched a movie at cineleisure, 'How Do You Know'. It wasn't that great though. However, the time we spent was just great especially the part when we had to do the survey. I bet they know what I'm referring to :D After the movie, headed down to Arab Street & sheesha. Is that how you spell it? Haha. It was my first time! Here are some pictures :)

Well it was her first time playing monopoly deal & she won. Nad & myself gave in to her. Haha!

That's my babe :)

Ameera insisted on taking my picture. So most of my pictures were covered :)

Through thick and thin, rich and poor, laughter and tear, a true friend is always there and will never leave.

2011-03-13T20:26:00.007+08:00

Well, that's all I've got to blog about my holidays for the past 1 week. It has been a hectic but enjoyable week. I did mention that i'll be working for Times the Bookshop again right? :) I'll be at Plaza Singapura the whole of next week! I'd need people to accompany me for my lunch/dinner breaks! Haha! Results will be out this upcoming week as well & I am damn nervous! I'm hoping for the best though. Well, life has been pretty good lately. I'm a happy girl & I am glad that my holidays started off pretty good. I am contented with what I have now & I am thankful to those who have always been there for me be it good/bad times. I love you guys to bits. :)

The best way to avoid disappointment is to not expect anything in the first place.

2011-03-13T20:10:00.002+08:00

After the Simpang outing last Friday, we had another outing on Tuesday; Bowling & Kbox! It was my first time going karaoke & I enjoyed myself although not many of them could make it as it was quite last minute. Coincidentally, Faz, Syairah & myself wore blue! Hehe. Anyway, I wanted to post the events in sequence but I posted about the chalet first. Well, whatever. Here are the pictures! :D

A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.

2011-03-12T23:02:00.001+08:00

It was officially the last day of school for us last Thursday after our f&b paper. I ain't gonna talk about exams. After getting out cards for free admission into Sentosa, we headed down to Pastamania @ Tampines Mall for a mini celebration. Haha! We even planned out for the chalet which was held from wed-fri. Sadly, I couldn't sleepover but I had my fun too! We played truths & those who couldn't answer had to drink shots! I didn't drink of course :) I'll let the pictures do the talking now. More pictures on fb!

CHALET!

We were giving Carol some tips. Haha!

Cassie!

Stacey!

Ryann!

When your life changes & there’s nothing u can do about it. Have the courage to build a new life, you'll be happier.

2011-03-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

Last Friday, we had a secondary school gathering at Simpang! It was organized by Faz & I'm glad a lot of them turned up :) Before that, met up with Syairah & headed down to vivo. We watched 'No Strings Attached' & I must say it was an awesome movie! Syairah & myself were late! But everything was great. From the food to the company. Another outing soon okay? :D

Princess!

Ameera!

Pei Yun & Han Lyn!

In friendship, in the end, it doesn’t matter how many friends you had, all that really matters is how many stayed with you.

2011-03-12T22:16:00.001+08:00

These are the pictures that was taken during Times atrium sale which was held at Paragon about a month ago. From left to right: Me, Syafiq & The Liyana's. Haha! Coincidentally, they have the same name! :) I really had a fun time working together with them & I'm glad we'll be meeting again next week!

Life is made of special moments. We simply have to love the journey, not the destination.

2011-02-26T23:19:00.001+08:00

I'm going through a lot these past few days. Only God knows how I'm feeling right now. at this point of time. I really miss that feeling of being wanted. Okay maybe that's not the right word to describe this. It's more like I miss the feeling of being important to someone. I'm sure everyone want / need someone to talk to when they are having problems and such. Yeah I do have my best friends but I ain't close to them anymore. Syairah has always been there for me & I am thankful for that.

I've quit hoping for miracles to happen & when I think about it, I thought to myself. Are you even worth my time? I'll always remember what Nysa told me. She said the problem I'm having now is that I'm comparing others to you which is totally unfair. There are others who are better than you & I believe in that. Come to think of it, it's true. I'm being selfish not only to others but myself. I have to stop this. Things have to change & it will.

Don't stop dreaming. It might be impossible to reach, however it keeps you motivated.

2011-02-18T21:10:00.004+08:00

It was the last week of school which means year 1 is coming to an end. It's sad to know that we'll be in different classes from year 2 onwards. Today, I had my French speaking test & also interview role play. I must say I did screwed up for my French a little, especially part 3 but I aced in my interview role play. I was really scared cos I didn't had a proper rest & wasn't prepared at all. But everything turned out pretty well. I was ecstatic & had a mini celebration with Cass, Stacey, Nadea, Nate & Daniel @ Eighteen Chefs! After which, we slacked @ a playground nearby & played with a little girl. Talked about loads of stuffs. I'll definitely miss these times we had.

First main paper will be on the 25th which is 7 days from today! & the best part is..I've not started revising! I gotta discipline myself & start studying tomorrow! :)

A true friend never lies to make you happy. They always tell the truth, even if it hurts.

2011-02-16T23:19:00.005+08:00

Today's supposedly the 4th year of us getting to know each other. I'm trying so hard not to dwell about it but I can't help it. Like I said, you did make a huge impact in my life & I am thankful for that. It's time for me to move on cos what happened in the past was an experience for me. Its been exactly a year since I've been on my own & I'm glad that I am still strong. Although sometimes I do envy others but it's part & parcel of life. 16th February 2007 <3

Moving on, I had my Japanese role play & 2 written tests last week! I doubt I did well for my marketing but hopefully I could at least get a C for my coursework. As for this week, I will be having my French speaking test & individual interview for communication skills! I am so nervous, I swear. Pray for me that I'll do fine :) Did I mention that I've been working at Paragon for the past few days? Thankfully my colleagues were fine. I miss them already. I'll post up their pictures as soon as Liyana uploads them! :D

"Like it or not, this person will always have a place in your heart, no matter what."

2011-02-06T20:32:00.001+08:00

It was a beginning of a new month & we only had econs tutorial on that day for an hour. So after school, Nysa, Nurul & myself went down to Tampines 1 & had frolicks! Since it was 1-for-1, we decided to get 2 cups & share :) After that I went out Syairah, had lunch at ljs & headed to ion to give Munirah a surprise! It was her first day at work.

This week wasn't as hectic as the past few weeks. I could wake up late thanks to cny holidays :D Had a family gathering @ one of my uncle's house on Thursday & I went out yesterday to catch Black Swan in the cinemas. I would rate it 3.5 / 5. I swear I got shocked during certain parts of the movie. Haha! Embarrassing. Well, that's it for the week! I'm not really looking forward to the upcoming week cos of my Japanese role play! I have started memorizing the script but it's impossible to get everything in my head =/ That's it for today! Hope you guys had a great weekend & an enjoyable week ahead!

Believe in miracles, but don't depend on them

2011-01-30T19:49:00.002+08:00

Last post for today! Firstly, congrats to all my juniors / cousins / friends who have made through for their o levels last year & getting into the school of your choice :) Anyway, I've been having ulcers for a week already but thank god it's healing! I had to go through the pain during the week of my presentations. It was definitely a torture but I managed to overcome it. Since I've not met Syairah for god knows how long, we finally met on Wednesday! I skipped my lecture, again. I think it's a bad habit =/ Managed to capture a few pictures only but i'm thankful I got to meet her even though it was only for a short while :)

No matter where life takes you that is the one friend you will stay in touch with and someone who you will always be best friends with!

2011-01-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

It has been a hectic month I must say. Project submissions / presentations. Everything is due within the same period. Imagine the stress we had to go through especially for f&b. However I must compliment my group members for their effort that they have put in as we have done well for most of our presentations. Finally, I am able to say that we are done with our presentations for our core modules! As for submissions, we're left with econs which is due this coming Tuesday! Other than that, I am left with my French speaking test & Japanese role play which will be after cny. Not forgetting, exams as well! Well, let's hope everyone would ace in the upcoming examinations whichever school you are in :)

Friendship is not only about finding similarities, it's more about appreciating differences.

2011-01-30T19:12:00.001+08:00

I began my 2011 on a good note. Helped out with TP's open house from 6th - 8th Jan. I'm glad I had fun, especially with Nysa :) On 9th Jan, I met up with my dearest secondary school friends. We went to catch a movie, 'The Ghost Must Be Crazy' at kallang leisure park. The initial plan was to play bowling & then have dinner. However since Tresca had to leave, we decided to have late lunch at Bedok Point instead. We dine in at Manhatten's Fish Market, talked about old times during our secondary school days. It was hilarious when we come to think of it. The embarrassing moments we had and how childish we were back then. I'm grateful to have you guys by my side, even till today. Love you guys!

Thanks for the ride, Tresca! :)

The quality of your friends always matters more than the quantity.

2011-01-01T02:13:00.004+08:00

The year 2010 has finally come to an end. It started off with laughters, happiness followed by sorrows, sadness, confusion, stress & many more. I wouldn't deny that the year 2010 has taught me a lot & I am a much stronger person inside out. It hurts me everytime when I think about the past & I never want it to haunt me ever again. Moving on, I guess I did acheive most of the resolutions last year. I do have a new set of resolution for 2011 & here they are :)

Be a good daughter, friend, student & probably girlfriend? Haha!
Score a higher GPA for my exams
Save more $$
Stop using vulgarities
Be more patient, contol my emotions well

That's all I have actually. There's more but I really can't think of them right now. It's 3:30am & I'm still up. I guess I won't be sleeping early tonight. I really hope everything will go smoothly in 2011. I'm sure at some point of time, I will be facing problems & such but I will try my best to deal with it. That's all I have for now. Have a great year ahead!

Much Love,

Raihanah :)

2010-12-18T23:34:00.004+08:00

It's been god knows how long since I've abandoned this blog of mine. I've been extremely busy with school, and the recent mid-semester tests are just so fucked up. I might fail a paper or two.. :/ Anyway, we're all starting on our group projects which is due next month! Followed by exams at the end of Feb & that's it for year 1! I know I can get through this.:)

I'm down with flu and cough for the past week. It's never gonna cure :( Please pray for my recovery okay? Since the holidays are here, I should be making good use of it right? I have to balance my social life with my school stuffs. There are really good movies coming up next week & I hope I could watch them with my girlfriends. Talking bout em, I've not met Nadhirah for a very long time :'( We were supposed to meet up today but I cancelled it, sorry babygirl! I met up with Syairah & Munirah yesterday. Had lunch At McD's and watched Narnia. I did watch Rapunzel with Farah & my cousins about 2 weeks ago thanks to my mum for the free tickets! :D

Aside from everything I mentioned, after our last paper on Thursday, a few of us made our way to Haw Par Villa. We have a marketing project on that so I bet you guys get the idea don't you? Obviously, we have to promote the place, etc. Such a bummer. However, we did had our fun too ^^ Loads of pictures were taken but only Nysa had uploaded them. Here are some of the picturessss!

Obstacles are put in your way to see if what you want is worth fighting for.

2010-12-18T23:26:00.001+08:00

I did mention that I volunteered for the standard chartered marathon last 2 Sundays. I must say it was a great experience. Deaing with baggage wasn't an easy task. After completing our 'job', we received goodie bags and also the NetsFlash Pay Card worth $22. I really think it was worth it :) We had loads of fun too, playing monopoly deal, cam-whoring. Everything was just great.

Friends are the family we choose.

2010-12-04T19:44:00.002+08:00

Hello you awesome people. It's 7 plus in the evening & I will be leaving my house in about 4 hours time! Yayyyy! Myself & a few others are volunteering for the standard chartered marathon which is taking place tomorrow morning! :D Hopefully it doesn't rain! So we'll be staying over at tamp macs till 2am & then make our way to the padang. I really hope I won't be sleepy cos the event is until 2pm! We're gonna play monopoly deal! Yay :D

As you can see, I've not been updating much as I've been really really busy with school. I've been staying back in school on certain days to revise and complete my assignments & projects. My social life is gonee! :'( I don't even have time for myself. With the amount of projects, tests, assignments given I feel like giving up. But no, I must stay positive & I can't give up just yet. 2010 is coming to an end & I'm glad that it is. Many things happened this year & I shall talk about it some other time okay? ;) & to those who don't know, I've changed my hp number! Ask me for it :) Have a good weekend everyone! <3

& I submitted this photo for my favourite food assignment which was due yesterday! Hehe :) Thanks to my beloved Nysa for accompanying me although she wasn't satisfied with the service :P

I've been through a lot of crap in my life, but I've learned it's better to smile through it than frown upon it.

2010-11-19T23:49:00.002+08:00

I am loving my life & I'm living it to the fullest, like seriously. I am enjoying every minute of it even though I am still studying. I don't think my past is haunting me ever again. If it does, I guess I am strong enough to handle it. Guess what I've been up to these past few days...

I've been muching on these & the sumptious food cooked during Hari Raya Haji. Nothing can ever beat both my grandma's cooking! Ever! I got those from my neighbour & I told my mum to buy more of these if she sees them at the Hershey's store. Hehe.

& today I met....

After 432328745637289562398 days of not meeting, we finally met up today!!

Talked about sooo many things & finally she's updated about my life. Lol. Meet up again soon okay! <3

Life is made of special moments. We simply have to love the journey, not the destination.

2010-11-19T23:48:00.002+08:00

Since I was feeling unwell since last Friday, I went to the clinic to get my MC & I've got 2 days! Actually I was the one who asked for two. Bummer. I didn't stay home though. On Tuesday, it was my other's bestie birthday. Fazlynn & myself actually planned something out for Nad but it wasn't a success. :'( Nevertheless, we made our way to SP & told Syairah to buy her a piece of cake from Polar. Haha I know the cake is pathetic. Heh. But I hope you loved it & what was meant to be a surprise didn't turn out the way it is. Really sorry bout it! :'( Happy 18th Birthday <3!

Friends are the family we choose.

2010-11-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

Hey people! My blog is getting really rusty. Since I do have some free time now, I shall blog a little. So last Friday was my dearest bestie 18th birthday! So I came down all the way to SP to fetch her & we went to downtown east! Had dinner @ Bbq Chicken & soon after, her sis & cuz joined us for a game of bowling! I swear I wasn't good at it but I scored the highest. Lol. As for Saturday, we had standard chartered volunteer briefing in the morning & then had breakfast @ Macs together with Faz :) Then we went over to Syai's house in the late afternoon for her party. & thanks for sending me home, R.

We managed to come up with something really last minute! But our effort really paid off. I'm glad she loves the collage, balloon & ferrero rocher! :D

Once again, Happy 18th Birthday! <3

A REAL friend will fight with you for hours or more to solve a problem, all the others just walk away when there's a problem.

2010-11-07T13:04:00.006+08:00

3rd week of school is coming & I'm already exhausted. Semester 2 is a killer. I'm complaining a lot although I'm only in year 1! -.-' Well, projects have started be it in groups or individual. Aside from school, my social life has been really good. Been meeting up with some people & hanging out more with my poly friends :D Anyway, I've been watching some movies with my friends. The Social Network & Due Date! I would recommend you guys to catch the second one. It's hilarious & I just couldn't stop laughing! Next up, Zai wants to treat me to Harry Porter on the 18th! I'll be waiting! Haha. Get well soon okay! ;)

& I miss my girlfriends a lot :'( I've not met up with my two girls for a very long time. Our schedule are all clashed & it's impossible for us to meet. Both their birthdays are coming & I've yet to come up with something for the both of them. But no worries! I'll get it done pretty soon :D Here are some pictures taken with my poly friends while waiting for our class to begin.. It was leggings day! :)

Don't cry for what is lost. Smile for what still remains.

2010-10-31T02:13:00.005+08:00

Bonjour! Comment cava? :) It's about time I update. I must say that I did make good use of the holidays which was given. Hehe. Anyway, we need not attend any tutorials during the first week therefore we had pretty long breaks. We were also told to add/drop our cross-disciplinary subjects (cds) if we wanted to. I was allocated to Japanese language & culture & also Entrepreneurship Projects. However I decided to change the second one & I chose French language & culture instead. I am learning two new languages at the moment & it's pretty tough I must say. Wish me good luck! ;D Projects will begin as of next week I suppose. I didn't mention that my timetable actually sucks except for Monday cos I only have classes from 9am - 11am! Well, enough about school. I'm enjoying every single bit of my life, like seriously. I'll update more soon! Bon-weekend! :D

Smile even through your tears. Be strong even through your fears.

2010-10-19T18:36:00.002+08:00

1K07 class bbq yesterday was alright although it wasn't that entertaining. I did enjoy myself & I'd like to thank those who took the trouble to organize this bbq. Also, they bought a cake for Nysa, Matthew & myself to celebrate out birthdays. How sweet (:

Met up with Cassie first! ♥

We were all excited about taking pictures... :D 

That's Nysa! ♥ 

& Megan! ♥ 

I did helped out with the bbq :D 

Self-timer! 

Birthday! 

1K07! ♥

Life is for learning, so chill out about your mistakes, that just means you're putting your life to good use.

2010-10-17T16:11:00.003+08:00

On Wednedsay, I met up with Syairah to catch another movie, Wall Street. Honestly, I didn't understand most of it & I almost fell asleep. Haha! There were only 5 people in the movie theatre! But still, it was alright. Had lunch at Breeks, walked around Marina Square to Suntec & Esplanade. As for Thursday, I went to JB with my parents & did some shopping! :D Farah sleptover my place last night but before that we walked around town..As for today, I'm just lazing around at home.. One more week of holidays left! Gotta make full use of it! & I can't wait for my class bbq with my poly friends tomorrow yay!

Lunch @ Breeks!

While waiting for the movie to begin... 

Life has taught me that everything happens for a reason, but sometimes that reason isn't enough.

2010-10-12T17:02:00.006+08:00

No doubt the outing I had yesterday was a blast. Although it was planned last minute & only 6 of us turned up, we still enjoyed ourselves. Syairah couldn't make it as she was down with fever :'( Get well soon ♥ The initial plan was to meet at paya lebar at 12 but as usual there were latecomers like Mervyn although he lives nearest to paya lebar -.-' Made our way to harbourfront & bought more drinks. Took bus 131 to henderson waves & had to climb up this flight of stairs. I was panting by the time I reached the top but we made it! :D I cooked maggi & nuggets, Ameera & Faz bought snacks & Mervyn bought the drinks! So here it goes...

 We take pictures everywhere... In the mrt..

 @ the bus stop...

In buses too! :)

 'Minah malaysia' Inside joke.. ;D

We had to climb up these flight of stairs!

Makan time!

 I  ♥ Hello Panda's! :D

Perfect jump shot. The others were a failure :(

 Ameera!  ♥

 UNO!

 Mervyn looks like a spiderman. Lol

My Girls ♥ 

Fazlynn! ♥

Self-timer!  ♥

Friendship is not about whom you have known the longest. It's about who came, and never left your side.

2010-10-09T22:14:00.005+08:00

Right after my papers on wednesday, I went over to my bestfriend's house, Nadhirah. Had so many things to talk about! Only god knows how much I missed her. I came over at 11 plus & left at about 5 plus. I even took a short nap there! Hahaha. Ate this maggi she told me to & it is awesome! :DD Thanks for the day babe although we didn't do much. Meet up soon!

As for yesterday, I met up with my other bestfriend, Syairah. But before that I met someone cos he wanted to pass me a gift for my birthday. How sweet. Thanks for the bear! It's really cute. Haha. & btw he's just a friend, nothing more than that. He already have a girlfriend for those who don't know (: Met Syairah at about 12pm & headed to changi airport, T3. Ate our brunch at earle swensen's! Then we made our way down to vivocity to catch a movie since my mum gave me free tickets ;D We watched Dinner for Schmucks! It was hilarious. You guys should totally catch it! Then we walked around & then headed to Plaza Singapura since my mum ended work at 8pm. So Syairah & myself sat @ Macs while waiting for her & headed home after that. Had an awesome day with her. So many things to talk about! & babe, I still remember our inside joke if yknow what I mean. Hahaha

Thanks for the bear! (:

Difficult times makes you truly appreciate the people who stick by your side

2010-10-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

So after my birthday last week, I started mugging for my papers from Sunday night. It was crazy cos I slept late & woke up early the next day! Until there's this point of time when I fell sick & my fever went up above 37.5, again. I think I have fear of exams. Haha! Had introduction for hospitality & tourism on monday, econs on tuesday & research for h&t on wednesday. I'm glad everything is over now :D I have exactly 2 weeks to enjoy my holidays now although I'm anxiously waiting for my results..=/

Anyway, I went over to Matthew's bithday chalet on Tuesday at downtown east or was it costa sands? I'm always confused. Haha! It was great although we came for 7-8 hours.. My camera died on me halfway but there's always other alternatives. Here are the pictures! (:

Matt bought donuts for us! :D 

Had lunch @ Fish & Co. Express 

 Self-timer! <33

Happy 18th Birthday Matthew! :) 

Taken using my hp. Like I said, there's other alternatives.. Haha!

Webcam session! 

One & only group photo <333 

 Last picture for the day! (:

Friends are like stars; there's always some around, you just need to find your favourite one.

2010-10-01T15:39:00.002+08:00

In the end, you'll realize you only have few true friends. But that's better than having many random friends.

2010-10-01T04:49:00.012+08:00

Although I had to attend for a revision in school on Wednesday, my eighteenth birthday celebration was a blast & I meant that. Thanks to Syairah, Fazlynn, Matthew, Kenneth & Mervyn for eating ice-cream buffet with me @ Ion Swensens! It was fantastic! Never ate so much ice-creams in my life. Believe it or not, I ate 10 scoops of ice-cream, 1 slice of cake, waffles & chocolate fondue! It was unbelievable but true. Haha! So here it goes...

My Girls ♥

My Boys ♥

We had fun @ Swensens! :D

How do we look? Haha!

We were doing 'LOL!'

A game of Daytona @ Orchard Cineleisure. Thanks Kenneth!

While waiting for the 3 charlie angels to arrive...

BFF♥

My babygirls ♥ ♥ ♥

Nad! ♥

Hum! ♥

Ameera! ♥

Last picture for the day!

Thanks to Nadhirah, Humairah & Ameera for making the effort to come down to Somerset & meet us there! I had an awesome day with my awesome people. Thank you sooooo much! & thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes I've received be it through facebook, text messages or even calls. Love ya'll :DD

Do what you want to do, do what makes you happy. You only have one life to live, every second counts.

2010-10-01T04:14:00.008+08:00

It's 4am & I'm not asleep. There are so many things that have been bothering me today. It's a brand new month & I'm totally not looking forward to it. I've been reading your text over & over again but I've decided to delete it. You should stop bringing up the past. I do appreciate it that you took the trouble to wish me. Thank you once again. I'm not sure why I'm having this feeling. It has been bothering mefor the past few hours & it sucks. I broke down earlier cos I couldn't take it anymore. Sigh. What a way to start a brand new month. Can the year 2010 be over soon pretty please? :'(

I love this song & the singer as well

Don't look into the past and regret anything that you did because at that point in your life, that was what you wanted.

2010-09-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

Looks like I've spent the last day being 17 alone & I'm left with an hour. I've been reminiscing on my past. How I've spent my 17 years living in this beautiful world. It's so amazing & wonderful. Life is never easy. As we grow older, we commit more mistakes & learn from them. It's never too late to turn over a new leaf. Everyday is a brand new day. There is no point regretting about the past. I ain't sure why I'm feeling so uneasy. I don't feel excited at all. Well, maybe it's just me.. That's all I have for now (:

You can't change what has been done, but you can learn from your mistakes and make the best of whats left.

2010-09-28T23:03:00.001+08:00

Here are the pictures for Hari Raya outing with my girls from TMS which took place last Friday! Simply the best! ♥

My house was the first! (:

Next was Sheeka's!

We ♥ taking pictures in the lifts too! :D

Then we went over to Nad's place!

& then Syairah's...

Followed by Sofia's...

& then Fazlynn's..

Last but nort least, Faati's house.. But we didn't snap any pictures.. :(

Syairah & myself wore purple this time! :D

My babygirl (:

2010-09-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday, I had my first Hari Raya outing for the month of Syawal. & it was with my lovely girls from HGS. I'll let the pictures do the talking :D

Firstly, we went over to Nurul's house...

Next, we went over to Zulaikha's house...

Followed by my house...

We dropped by Syaza's house but didn't took any pictures. Lastly, we went over to Zaiba's house...

Syairah & myself wore green! We kinda planned it out beforehand :D

2010-09-19T00:44:00.004+08:00

Since I've been home for a week or so, I managed to convince my parents to go out with me on Wednesday. Had our lunch at Swensens @ Tampines Mall & we did some shopping :) Thank you for the day! As for Thursday, I met up with my dearest bestie! Syairah accompanied me to bedok polyclinic for my appointment & we went to dwntown east to have our lunch @ KFC. I was craving for it! Haha! After which, we decided to check out the movies & settled down with Devil. It is a thriller movie & I'd rate it 3/5. The plot were all good although we knew that eventually all of them would die but the ending was quite disappointing. As for Friday, I met up with bestie again cos my dad wanted me to send one of the hp for repair but eventually I didn't cos it might cost more than a hundred & I don't think it's worth it. Met my mum after that & ate at Burger King :D

As you can see, I've been out for 3 days straight! It's time for me to stay home & rest! The doctor said I am not supposed to be out until end of next week. Some of my chicken pox has infection :'( I've been feeling down these days but thanks to Syairah, Nad, Fee, Sufyan, Saiful, Syed & some others who have been keeping me company either by meeting me, sms, talking on the phone, webcam, everything! & thanks to those who have been asking about me. I am so thankful to have friends like you guys :)

It's time I begin on my revision. My parents have been nagging at me saying I've been spending too much time on my laptop. I couldn't agree more. This is a distraction. Sigh. I hope next week's hari raya outing with the sec5s will be an awesome one. That will be my first official hari raya outing. Haha :) Looking forward to next Friday! & let's countdown, 10 more days! ^^

The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person and be their friend is to listen. Just listen.

2010-09-13T15:36:00.006+08:00

Hey lovelies! How are you guys doing? I hope you guys enjoyed the long weekend & managed to catch up with your loved ones during Hari Raya :) As for me, I've been staying home for the past few days & including today, it has been 4 days! -.-' I need fresh air! I guess the only day I am able to head out is on Thursday. My dear Syairah is gonna accompany me to the doctor & we're gonna hang out!

Well, exams ain't over for me. It'll only be over in the first week of October! That's a long way to go. :'( It's true that I have more time to revise but I'm unwell.. My chicken pox is curing I suppose. Some of the spots are drying up! Yay! Hopefully it'll be gone by the end of this week! I wanna go Hari Raya outing with my dearest girlfriends & ex-temasekians! Chicken pox please be nice & cure faster okay? :) For the past few days, my dear friends have been accompanying either on msn or through sms. They never fail to make me smile every single day. Thank you guys! :)

Anyway, sitting at home ain't that bad. My collection is still coming in.. Haha! As of yesterday, I've collected about $180! This is awesome. I will spend it wisely! :D Oh did I mention I have supp revision on my birthday?! How annoying can this be. To make it worst, it's at 9am!! I will be going for it cos it's for my own good :P On another note, I hope my girlfriends has something planned up for my 18th! That's it for today! Have a good week ahead ♥

Today's goal is to make today a better day than yesterday. Everyday is a new chance to smile.

2010-09-10T18:40:00.006+08:00

Since I am bored shitless at home & I've got nothing to do, I decided to search some singers on YouTube. Indonesian singers to be exact. & here's one my favourites! Just a little something to share.. Well, it goes out to that someone who has broken my heart. I appreciate your text but I'm not sure if it'll be that easy to forgive you. Not forgetting the countless Hari Raya & 'get well soon' text messages I received from all my lovely friends, thank you so much! Enjoy the last few hours of the first day of Syawal everyone! ♥ ♥ ♥

I love her so much! She's so gorgeous & sweet! :)

2010-09-10T00:40:00.006+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

I hope all of you will have a fantastic & splendid day ahead of you! I'm sure you guys & girls will look extra handsome & pretty today. To those whom did not receive my text message, here it is..

Hi everyone! Once again Ramadhan has come to an end and Syawal is here! I would like to wish all of you Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin. Forgive me for all my wrongdoings. Kalau terkasar bahasa, termakan, terminum, termaki or anything I have done that have offended you, I'm sorry! I love you guys. Do enjoy yourselves tmr and do pray for my recovery alright? xoxo - Raihanah :)

Well, I am still unsure if I want to dress up tomorrow. Even if I do, I won't be able to go out right? My beloved cousin, Farah, is also infected with chicken pox. At least I have company tomorrow. Haha! Anyway, the spots on my body are drying up! & the itch have lessen. However, I am still suffering in pain. I really hope everything will be gone by next week. :) Despite having chicken pox, I still did help out with some housework & I finally cleaned up my table which I mentioned last Thursday! -.- At least I did my part for Hari Raya. I am kinda looking forward to it though. No idea why. I shall eat my meds now & watch tv! Once again, Selamat Hari Raya to all! Much love.

It's true that life goes too fast and everything changes so much, so quickly.

2010-09-08T23:06:00.006+08:00

I did mention I was down with fever on Sunday. & guess what? I am infected with CHICKEN POX. For the first time in my life. :'( This is really sad cos it's my exam period + hari raya is in 2 days!!! I have submitted my MC earlier thanks to my uncle. He offered to send me to TP although I have made plans with my cousin.. Appreciate your help! It was approved & I will be sitting for supplementary papers from 1st - 6th October. Revision lectures will be at the end of this month which means my birthday might be gone as well. Sigh.

The only thing I'm hoping for right now is for my itch to be gone & for the spots to stop appearing! It's so annoying & it makes me really sad. I've been crying to sleep for the past few nights. But I am glad to have my dear friends by my side. Met Rafie yesterday. He was around my area so I decided to go down & meet with him. That was our very first meet up. :) & today, Syairah & her friends came! Met them for about an hour or so. Syai treated me filet o fish! How sweet. That's what best friends do right? ;) & that is why I love you babe.

That's all I have for today! Will blog again tomorrow! Goodnight lovelies :)

The greatest gift of life is God, and the greatest gift of God is a best friend.

2010-09-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

I AM DOWN WITH FEVER. MY CURRENT TEMP NOW IS 37.9 DEGREES. THIS IS BAD. REALLY REALLY BAD. I HAVE 4 PAPERS TO SIT FOR WITHIN THE NEXT 4 DAYS & HARI RAYA IS ON FRIDAY. PLEASE PRAY FOR MY RECOVERY. LOVE YA'll :)

2010-09-02T03:32:00.008+08:00

I did some cleaning up yesterday. Well, it's not only preparation for Hari Raya but it's for my own benefit as well. Haha! I cleared my wardrobe. Threw away all the unwanted t-shirts, school uniform, etc. & I took 5 hours to choose what I want & what I wanted to throw away.

This is how it looks like before & after cleaning...

Impressive huh? Hahaha! Well, I am satisfied with the outcome. Hopefully it stays this way till whenever. My next mission would be this..

I'll blog more soon! I should be sleeping cos I wanted to be up early to do my revision + clean up my table but I feel like eating. I still can't fast today. Sigh. It's okay. I guess that's all I have for now! Have a good day lovelies! :)

Don’t be so quick to judge me, you only see what I choose to show.

2010-09-02T03:21:00.004+08:00

August ended off pretty well. Spent the last day of august with my girlfriends & boyfriends. A few of us met up and headed back to TMS to visit our dearest teachers! We managed to catch up with most of them except for a few. The boys even talked to the principal! Haha! The picture on the right is taken together with our beloved Mrs Soh & of course our one & only Mr Tan Kai Chye :) After which, we went over to Fazlynn's house and bought some bottled drinks & food before heading to my house. Well, I wasn't fasting and so was Faz. Watched Step Up 2 & I shall not elaborate any further. Went off to Geylang at 6pm & ate at the exact same place as last year. Walked around the bazaar & ended up at Paya Lebar Macs. Thanks for the awesome day you awesome people. I enjoyed myself & I bet you guys had an enjoyable time too! Love you guys! :D

Kenneth bought the huge bear for Mrs Soh :)

Mdm Yeo & Mrs Teo ♥

Jeff, Tresca, Kenn, Matt ♥

Syai, Nad, Am, Hum, Rai, Faz ♥

Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere.

2010-09-02T03:15:00.001+08:00

It's already 2nd day of September. I just love this month so much. A few asked me why so here are the reasons. Firstly, Hari Raya Aidilfitri is in 9 days! Next, my birthday is in 27 days! & lastly, I have a long holiday right after my exams next Thursday! So does that explains everything? Haha. On Monday, I met up with Farah to get my haircut & then we went to TP to do our revision. I did study but I doubt Farah did.. Haha!

Remember the past, but don't live in it.

2010-08-28T01:17:00.006+08:00

Hey lovelies! How's your Ramadhan coming along? I hope everyone is doing great! Well, 17 days of Ramadhan has passed & today is the 18th day. Sadly, I could not fast as of yesterday & probably for the next few days. 10 more days to exams & I am NOT prepared. See, I've been spending too much time on my laptop! I need to stop for the next 10 days, like seriously. I know there's no point regretting as there's 10 days left! So I'll be making full use of it! I'm gonna give myself a challenge & that is not to come online during the day & I can only do so after 8pm. Some of my friends are supporting me in this! Haha & I shall take that as a challenge!

I'm gonna do intensive revision for 4 modules + my chocolate cornflakes + cleaning up of my study table & wardrobe! Looks like I have to manage my time well! On Thursday, I met up with my other bestfriend, Syairah, & we watched Step Up 3! Although the ending wasn't that great but you guys should totally catch it. It's worth watching :D Had our iftar at Banquet & also we had lots of things to talk about! I'll be heading to grandma's house tomorrow! It's been so long..I miss my grandparents :'( Oh & I can't wait for teachers' day next Tuesday! Will be meeting my classmates. Miss you guys too! That's all I have for today & the rest of the week. Have a great weekend! ♥

See yourself through the eyes of those that love you. You'll find those eyes are much less judgmental.

2010-08-20T01:21:00.003+08:00

As mentioned in my previous post, I met up with Nadhirah on Monday. We wanted to break fast at Popeyes but as usual, someone came late so there was no space. Haha. We made our way to Macs. Talked about so many things & watched movies on my laptop too! Thanks for the day ♥ & I really hope things are okay. You can always give me a call even at anytime of the day. ♥ you!

I was supposed to meet up with Syairah on Tuesday but the tv man came to my house to fix the new tv in my parents room. Without realising, today is the 10th day of Ramadhan! Time flies when you're not doing anything productive -.- I guess the first 2 weeks of break was not wasted, in fact i enjoyed it very much. Sleeping & waking up late. :D However, I did help grandma with the cooking for the past week. Yes, I can cook! Haha!

As for today, I actually told mum that I wanted to head down to Vivocity but due to unforeseen circumstances (actually i woke up early but i went back to sleep. hehe), we did not. Instead, we break fast at my grandparents house. I kinda miss them. Aww. Anyway, Syairah just called me earlier on & she asked if I wanted to break fast with her together with her poly friends & they wanna go bazaar after that. I'm still considering though. I might just join you guys at the bazaar since it's just across the road :) & I can't wait for teachers day! Tat's when I get to meet my guys & girls. Miss you guys! :( Well,that's all for tonight! Goodnight lovelies ♥

True friends NEVER leave your side no matter how tough life gets.

2010-08-16T01:32:00.004+08:00

Sometimes life is just unfair cos that's just the way it is. We do the planning but God decides for us. I'm glad that whatever I'm going through right now ain't bringing me down. You've got your future planned out & I'm glad I'm not part of it. I'm done with you. Period.

Just had a talk with my bestie. Don't worry baby girl everything's gonna be just fine. We'll meet up tomorrow & talk about everything. Like what you said, we're still young & this is the time we should be exploring the world. What's the point of committing now? I don't think guys are that committed as well. :D & you know what babe? I want you to be my personal planner for my upcoming 18th birthday! I am giving you the honour of planning whatever you want but it's for me. Haha! Well, it might be too early to post this up but I am planning to book a chalet probably for a night only. & hang out on the day of my birthday! Guests will be invited by me, personally. Will update more about this pretty soon! :D

& there's this phrase I'd like to highlight from one of the songs from my blog, Dynamite. It says ' I wanna celebrate & live my life' That's exactly what I wanna do from today onwards. I'm pretty sure I have something great ahead of me. I'm not gonna plan anything & just go with the flow! That's how things usually works, in my case that is :) Have a good day everyone & a great week ahead! :D

My past is a part of who I am, but it does not define who I will be.